answer the damn phone!

i'm dying inside. it's finally hit me. people are bringing reality to me and it's all so hard for me to take in. i've been living in a dream land and i need to snap out of it.

keh-rah-tay!

i'm soooper bored. :] i'm watching spongebob. goooooooo!!!! lately i feel like everyone is trying to upset me but, i'm trying to disregard all the mixed feelings i'm getting. "/ eh. whatevs.