J'ai Commencé

Gosh, just sitting in class, hearing all that french behind me. I'm in a mixed class. Two french3 students and 20something french2 students. Marianne has gone home with an excrutiating tooth ache and left me alone in class with nothing to do. Well, i had to make a quiz from yesterday, but that took about 2 minutes to finish, and now i have nothing to do but type here.



I want this camera. ultra bad. :]


andddd...this woman is the best. we're going to try to get out of school early today. i drove today, so she's going to get out of 4th block and try to get me out of class early, then i go for ally, and then we leave. :]I have to work tonight and ally's going with me because she wants some, of what's left, of the dvds. Well, at least i'll have something to do while i'm at work.

Your Mind Aches.

So, i hate being sick. It just sucks the life out of me. My whole body just aches.

I was told yesterday that i have "striking hairstyle."
:] that made my day.

eff my life.

Okay, i'm pretty sure everyone's heard of the website fmylife.com ...it's pretty freaking great.

Second block, all we've done so far is, not our worksheets, but reading all of the ridiculous stories on fmylife. We're all holding our stomaches from laughter.

Andddd....work is great lately because we have nothing to do anymore. We just goof off and play with everything's that's left. like...we found this bright orange flag on this really long stick and we just run around and hit people with it. not that exciting, but fun. we ordered chinese the other day too. that was fantabulous.
Things are getting much better lately, and i really hope it keeps going that way. I like being happy all the time and not down. :] it's great.

Time is Just Slipping by Us.

Wow...I haven't been on the computer in so long. Well, I can get on at school, but a lot of websites are blocked and there's no time to goof off. I'm taking some of my time at the beginning of class to do a bit of an update.

Things seem to be lacking a bit lately, but, then again, some things are just fantastic. I feel I need to take a bit more time, look things over closer, and just take my time and not rush right through things anymore. I've had so much on my mind lately, but I'm not too sure why. Probably because I haven't had tv or the computer to keep me from thinking. I've been about two weeks without my computer and it's given my mind such a break. Time to think. Time I needed. I've actually enjoyed it quite a bit. When you actually sit down and think so much will run through your mind. Things you've never even thought of before.

I've had some strange dreams lately too. Nothing I really want to go into detail about, but just different things.

I can't even remember if I had mentioned this before, but I'm losing my job soon. March 8th to be exact. "/ Circuit City. I'm really really really going to miss it so much. I love everyone there except for, about, one or two people, but they put themselves out there to where no one will like them. Ha, so many memories there. I haven't worked there too awfuly long, but so much can happen in such a short span of time. It's going to be wierd not doing anything on the weekends and just sitting at home after school during the week. I guess I'll get used to it or just get a new job. I wanted to get a job at Books-A-Million, but I was told you have to be 18 to work there because of the sexuality section. I think it's a bit of bs, but that's just me.

So, i've moved on to 3rd block. Our teacher isn't here and we all find that to be a miracle. Literally, because she never misses school, ever. Like, even when her husband died she only missed about one day. It's ridiculous. Her choice though.

I've had so much to write about lately, but no time to write it so it's all flowing out now. Prom seems to be getting closer and closer. I really need to go prom dress shopping. I want to go to prom because a lot of my friends are seniors and i want to be there with them, but, then again, i just have no desire to go to prom, whatsoever. I don't even have a date yet anyway.

i've been walking in the same way.

for once in my life, i think i'm actually looking foward to school tomorrow. i know once i get there i probably won't feel that way anymore.

never sweep away my memories.

the new semester has started.
a fresh, new start. i'm pretty excited, but at the same time, i'm not. but who knows what it shall bring. i'm hoping for fun or exciting things.

for some reason i'm in the mood for some coffee right about now or a monster. well, hopefully tomorrow brings good.

madness to madness.

things have been getting much better lately, but i'm going to be out of a job soon.

D: ha. but, monday, i'm going to apply for a job at Electric Beach! woo.
i'm actually pretty excited.

for some reason i've been hooked on italian ice. i took a trip to wal-mart last night around 10ish and i ended up buying some and eating it on the way home. :]

that's just not permanent.

woo.
the new year has begun. will things change? hopefully, but don't count on it.
right? isn't that the way things tend to go?


:D
lawl. it's the first day of the new year and i'm pissed off.
who cares. tomorrow's another day. i'm sure i'll be happy by then. if not, who cares.

you know? i want some pancakes or waffles or something right about now. but it's 10:30.
no one is going to be serving pancakes. i mean, i could make them, but i'm just definetly not in the mood.

did you get my letter yet?

i'm setting a new goal for myself.

it's going to be hard, but i'm going to try my darndest to reach it. :]



i just hope i can do it, and i hope it works.

i don't care what you do. i think you're fantastic.

i really do. :]


well, so far, besides wanting to puke, almost christmas is going fantabulously.
i sort of wished for one thing, but i'm not gonna get my hopes up. oh man it would be great.

ha.


anyway, i hope you have a merry christmas or whatever holiday you're celebrating.
<3

if i cut my hair, hawaii will sink.

i love the show skins.
on bbc? anyone watch it?
awesome. :]

so work went by slow today. really slow. we were packed and our system was down so the registers were going sooo slow. plus, we couldn't take debit cards, and i didn't know that and i kept trying to run some guys card through and he ended up getting really impatient and yelling at me. :D
yay.

anyway. things seem to be getting better. hopefully they keep getting better. that'd be pretty fabulous.

you should talk to me. :]
tell me about you.

aim-nocamisados

it's a plague.

i just want to be happy. :]


i don't know what i did to make you hate me, but forgive me. please?
i'm sorry.

would it be okay if i made your heart smile at the end of the day?

gahd. i hate everything sometimes. it's ridiculous. and i'm having terrible mood swings.
like, i'll be sooo happy and joyful and then it turns to "fuck off!"
i don't even know. just w/e.

:] i'm trying to do all i can but everything is going to shit. i can hardly take it anymore. they say that everything will always be okay in the end, but i see no end to all of this.

talk to me. tell me about you.

aim-nocamisados

"anybody like hard bacon or soft bacon?"

so, i'm sitting in georgia. :] breakfast is almost finished. eggs, bacon, biscuits, the whole country breakfast. i don't really want to eat, but i feel as if i should. nita told me that, "i know you wont' like it, but i'm going to make you eat." i just kind of smirked and walked away.
don't get me wrong, i know i have to eat, i just don't like to.

anyway, moving on....
today, we're going to the cabbage patch nursery. lmao. it's gonna be great. :D the tree is gonna have babies!!!!!
well, it's not the tree, but it's "mother cabbage."
YAY!!!

it's breaking my heart that you're leaving.

but if you wanna leave, take good care.


argh. so things have been going good this week, but there have been times i just wanna break down. whatever, i'm a big girl. i'll manage. :]
anywho...how's everyone else been?


okay, so tomorrow, i'm leaving for Georgia. ;D i'm staying with some family, but my mom isn't going to be there. she's going somewhere else. north carolina? i think, idk.
it should be fun though. we'll pretty much just go shopping a lot, but i want to go to a haunted trail or house or something because halloween is getting close. i like being scared. x]

ohhhh. and i finally got a job. yay! i'm going to be working at Circuit City. woo.

what's next for you and i?

ugh. "/ so things seem to be going downhill and i can't really do much at all about it. it's really awful, but i'm managing. things were pretty super today. me, bradley, and whitney seem to always have fun in fourth block even when things aren't that exciting.
i got my wisdom teeth cut out this past friday and i missed two days of school and now i have a shitload of stuff to catch up on. "/ it kinda is not awesome.
oooo. we're doing a project in 4th block and me, whitney, and bradley are in a group and we figured out an awesome idea. :]
we're going to plan a big murder scavenger hunt game. ;D it's going to be amazing. we get to organize it and everything. it's going to be a 1920's thing and we're all going to dress in costume. the whole thing.

stop pretending.

so...last friday i was in a car wreck. i hardly remember any of it. what i do remember was just crazy.
like, no joke.
so, we went off the road and he over-corrected and we were going toward the hill on the left side of the road and he jerked the wheel right, and when he did that we spun around and we went over a hill and airborn. we hit the bottom of the hill and i'm pretty sure we bounced, (because there are no marks from where we hit to where we stopped.) and we went through a cinderblock doghouse thing. and there was a dog in it!! but he's okay. :] he was just very, very, very scared.
i had to go to the hospital. "/ i had a major concusion and blacked out several times. also, i'm pretty much just a giant bruise all over.

ugh. anyway...the week seems to be going by slowly and painfully. i'm sooo sore. my left side is killing me. [from the wreck, if you didn't figure that out.] ugh. all my friends seem to be so humorous when it kills me to laugh. ^_^ how exciting.

rising from the ashes.

i don't feel good at all. i haven't for a while. like, several days ago i started feeling bad and it hasn't got better. "/ i have no idea what's wrong with me. i just hpoe everything gets better.
ugh. my birthday is next week. maybe that will make things better. i doubt it, but we'll found out. :]

we're all too small.

okay. i can't sleep. i'm not sleepy at all. i'm bored as shit. ugh. "/

well, it's almost my birthday. i guess that's exciting. i get to get four piercings. :] woo. all in the same day!! how exciting is that?!

but...i have to get a job. but i'll have money, so i guess that's always good.
i dyed my hair today. it was super fun. it turned out a bit darker than i wanted, but it's still awesome. :]


also..totally of subject..but whatever.
some people are really pissing me off, and you know what? they can kiss my ass. i try so hard not to care, but it always gets so me. ugh. i'm not sure what i'll do. i'll get over it eventually. ;D

let's just stop, drop everything.

i really want to meet new people. and i want to get out more, but it seems like i never get a chance to.

okay, i just looked up at the tv and there was a dog dressed up like a pig. wtf?

anyway...i'd like to get an acoustic guitar, but i'd be afraid i'd be too lazy to play it. i'd also like to get a keyboard because my grandma's piano is out of tune, so it doesn't sound good at all when i play it.
another thing...i don't really want to do cheerleading anymore, but i'm afraid mom is going to try to make me. it's just not what i want to do anymore. i don't have any interest in it. but, whatevs.

have a nice day. :D