i don't care what you do. i think you're fantastic.

i really do. :]


well, so far, besides wanting to puke, almost christmas is going fantabulously.
i sort of wished for one thing, but i'm not gonna get my hopes up. oh man it would be great.

ha.


anyway, i hope you have a merry christmas or whatever holiday you're celebrating.
<3

if i cut my hair, hawaii will sink.

i love the show skins.
on bbc? anyone watch it?
awesome. :]

so work went by slow today. really slow. we were packed and our system was down so the registers were going sooo slow. plus, we couldn't take debit cards, and i didn't know that and i kept trying to run some guys card through and he ended up getting really impatient and yelling at me. :D
yay.

anyway. things seem to be getting better. hopefully they keep getting better. that'd be pretty fabulous.

you should talk to me. :]
tell me about you.

aim-nocamisados

it's a plague.

i just want to be happy. :]


i don't know what i did to make you hate me, but forgive me. please?
i'm sorry.

would it be okay if i made your heart smile at the end of the day?

gahd. i hate everything sometimes. it's ridiculous. and i'm having terrible mood swings.
like, i'll be sooo happy and joyful and then it turns to "fuck off!"
i don't even know. just w/e.

:] i'm trying to do all i can but everything is going to shit. i can hardly take it anymore. they say that everything will always be okay in the end, but i see no end to all of this.

talk to me. tell me about you.

aim-nocamisados

"anybody like hard bacon or soft bacon?"

so, i'm sitting in georgia. :] breakfast is almost finished. eggs, bacon, biscuits, the whole country breakfast. i don't really want to eat, but i feel as if i should. nita told me that, "i know you wont' like it, but i'm going to make you eat." i just kind of smirked and walked away.
don't get me wrong, i know i have to eat, i just don't like to.

anyway, moving on....
today, we're going to the cabbage patch nursery. lmao. it's gonna be great. :D the tree is gonna have babies!!!!!
well, it's not the tree, but it's "mother cabbage."
YAY!!!

it's breaking my heart that you're leaving.

but if you wanna leave, take good care.


argh. so things have been going good this week, but there have been times i just wanna break down. whatever, i'm a big girl. i'll manage. :]
anywho...how's everyone else been?


okay, so tomorrow, i'm leaving for Georgia. ;D i'm staying with some family, but my mom isn't going to be there. she's going somewhere else. north carolina? i think, idk.
it should be fun though. we'll pretty much just go shopping a lot, but i want to go to a haunted trail or house or something because halloween is getting close. i like being scared. x]

ohhhh. and i finally got a job. yay! i'm going to be working at Circuit City. woo.

what's next for you and i?

ugh. "/ so things seem to be going downhill and i can't really do much at all about it. it's really awful, but i'm managing. things were pretty super today. me, bradley, and whitney seem to always have fun in fourth block even when things aren't that exciting.
i got my wisdom teeth cut out this past friday and i missed two days of school and now i have a shitload of stuff to catch up on. "/ it kinda is not awesome.
oooo. we're doing a project in 4th block and me, whitney, and bradley are in a group and we figured out an awesome idea. :]
we're going to plan a big murder scavenger hunt game. ;D it's going to be amazing. we get to organize it and everything. it's going to be a 1920's thing and we're all going to dress in costume. the whole thing.