madness to madness.

things have been getting much better lately, but i'm going to be out of a job soon.

D: ha. but, monday, i'm going to apply for a job at Electric Beach! woo.
i'm actually pretty excited.

for some reason i've been hooked on italian ice. i took a trip to wal-mart last night around 10ish and i ended up buying some and eating it on the way home. :]

that's just not permanent.

woo.
the new year has begun. will things change? hopefully, but don't count on it.
right? isn't that the way things tend to go?


:D
lawl. it's the first day of the new year and i'm pissed off.
who cares. tomorrow's another day. i'm sure i'll be happy by then. if not, who cares.

you know? i want some pancakes or waffles or something right about now. but it's 10:30.
no one is going to be serving pancakes. i mean, i could make them, but i'm just definetly not in the mood.

did you get my letter yet?

i'm setting a new goal for myself.

it's going to be hard, but i'm going to try my darndest to reach it. :]



i just hope i can do it, and i hope it works.

i don't care what you do. i think you're fantastic.

i really do. :]


well, so far, besides wanting to puke, almost christmas is going fantabulously.
i sort of wished for one thing, but i'm not gonna get my hopes up. oh man it would be great.

ha.


anyway, i hope you have a merry christmas or whatever holiday you're celebrating.
<3

if i cut my hair, hawaii will sink.

i love the show skins.
on bbc? anyone watch it?
awesome. :]

so work went by slow today. really slow. we were packed and our system was down so the registers were going sooo slow. plus, we couldn't take debit cards, and i didn't know that and i kept trying to run some guys card through and he ended up getting really impatient and yelling at me. :D
yay.

anyway. things seem to be getting better. hopefully they keep getting better. that'd be pretty fabulous.

you should talk to me. :]
tell me about you.

aim-nocamisados

it's a plague.

i just want to be happy. :]


i don't know what i did to make you hate me, but forgive me. please?
i'm sorry.

would it be okay if i made your heart smile at the end of the day?

gahd. i hate everything sometimes. it's ridiculous. and i'm having terrible mood swings.
like, i'll be sooo happy and joyful and then it turns to "fuck off!"
i don't even know. just w/e.

:] i'm trying to do all i can but everything is going to shit. i can hardly take it anymore. they say that everything will always be okay in the end, but i see no end to all of this.

talk to me. tell me about you.

aim-nocamisados