get a grip.

geeze. i feel like i'm not taking life seriously enough anymore and it's about to slap me in the face and say, "WAKE UP BITCH!" seriously...
and i feel so out of it lately. like, i don't even remember today. well, barely. but anyway, i don't even know what i'm ranting about. gah.

play the trumpet.

so school today was fun. well, sorta. haha. anyway, in my english class we're reading a story called The Martian Chronicles and today it really made me wonder. what happens after you die? i've always kinda wondered that but, for some reason, today i thought about it long and hard. Because in the chapter we're reading, the men go to mars and it's actually where people were reborn after they had died. I just wonder if something like that happens. Like, i know people have their concept of heaven and hell, but that's not what i'm getting at. What if you are reborn in a different place? Well, i don't know. whatever happens, happens. i feel like i'm starting to rant so let's get on another topic.

okay, so i feel like i'm starting to get lazy. Lazier than i already am, and that's bad. Very bad. i really need to get out and do stuff. be adventurous. something along those lines. haha. :]

school and stuff.

gee, i haven't updated for soooo long. it's because i forgot my password. ^.^ haha. anyway. i had quite a nice weekend. friday was our school talent show and it was amazing!! after the talent show i hung out with some friends and had fuuun. :] lol. saturday ally and i went to the mall and we talked and waved to random people. that night we stayed up and played rockband and stuff. sunday i had people over too, and we just hung out and watched movies and stuff. pughaaaaaaa.
school can be fun. :] ha, well i try to make it fun. i just take a lot of pictures. i can't wait for school to be over, but i know i'll miss it a lot. haha. well, i'm off for now.

bugles & jone's soda.

well, i haven't updated for quite some time. nothing exciting has happened lately so i dont have much to write about.
ok, so i went shopping today..at sam's. :] anyway, i love jones soda. i see a limited edition halloween pack of jone's soda. i buy some, i get home, and i try the candy corn flavor...[not very appetizing name...]wow!! i think i made a face or twitched everytime i took a drink. i even gagged once.

hm....

well...for starters, my weekend seemed kinda long, but quite fun filled. friday night was a ball game and we totally lost. saturday morning we had a yardsale to raise money for cheerleading. it was boring...but almost interesting. after that, i went to the movies with nathan and we saw resident evil:extinction. very, very, very awesome movie i must add. alice is the bomb. later in the day, ally came over, we went to krogers and bought cupcakes and monster. when we got home we did our make up all funky and stayed up until 4 am taking pictures. i had tons and tons of fun. :]]
we sent a few pictures to katie kay and she responded!!! she said that she liked them and asked if we minded if she put them in her next blog...uh, duh i dont mind. haha. one of the most exciting things that will probably ever happen to me. sunday, ally, nathan, and i went to the mall. we bought candy and took a few more pictures.

wow.

dang, today fucking sucked. pardon my language but seriously. i cant handle drama anymore. its driving me insane. i wish i could just get out of here. seriously. AHH!! gah, for all i know, no one is reading this anyway so what does it even matter?

...gnirob

ugh. i just got home from school/practice. my tummy is soo upset. i'd love to cry, but the tears wont come out. school was quite boring today. everyone seemed so quiet. i think its because there's a sickness going around and like everyone has it. i had it over the weekend and its finally gone.
i'm sorry anyone that's sick right now. :[
welp, i'm off to gymnastics.