stop pretending.

so...last friday i was in a car wreck. i hardly remember any of it. what i do remember was just crazy.
like, no joke.
so, we went off the road and he over-corrected and we were going toward the hill on the left side of the road and he jerked the wheel right, and when he did that we spun around and we went over a hill and airborn. we hit the bottom of the hill and i'm pretty sure we bounced, (because there are no marks from where we hit to where we stopped.) and we went through a cinderblock doghouse thing. and there was a dog in it!! but he's okay. :] he was just very, very, very scared.
i had to go to the hospital. "/ i had a major concusion and blacked out several times. also, i'm pretty much just a giant bruise all over.

ugh. anyway...the week seems to be going by slowly and painfully. i'm sooo sore. my left side is killing me. [from the wreck, if you didn't figure that out.] ugh. all my friends seem to be so humorous when it kills me to laugh. ^_^ how exciting.

rising from the ashes.

i don't feel good at all. i haven't for a while. like, several days ago i started feeling bad and it hasn't got better. "/ i have no idea what's wrong with me. i just hpoe everything gets better.
ugh. my birthday is next week. maybe that will make things better. i doubt it, but we'll found out. :]

we're all too small.

okay. i can't sleep. i'm not sleepy at all. i'm bored as shit. ugh. "/

well, it's almost my birthday. i guess that's exciting. i get to get four piercings. :] woo. all in the same day!! how exciting is that?!

but...i have to get a job. but i'll have money, so i guess that's always good.
i dyed my hair today. it was super fun. it turned out a bit darker than i wanted, but it's still awesome. :]


also..totally of subject..but whatever.
some people are really pissing me off, and you know what? they can kiss my ass. i try so hard not to care, but it always gets so me. ugh. i'm not sure what i'll do. i'll get over it eventually. ;D

let's just stop, drop everything.

i really want to meet new people. and i want to get out more, but it seems like i never get a chance to.

okay, i just looked up at the tv and there was a dog dressed up like a pig. wtf?

anyway...i'd like to get an acoustic guitar, but i'd be afraid i'd be too lazy to play it. i'd also like to get a keyboard because my grandma's piano is out of tune, so it doesn't sound good at all when i play it.
another thing...i don't really want to do cheerleading anymore, but i'm afraid mom is going to try to make me. it's just not what i want to do anymore. i don't have any interest in it. but, whatevs.

have a nice day. :D

i wish i was a baller.

so, uh...i got my hair cut and now i look like william beckett. ^_^
bahaha. with boobies. it's kinda funny.
but it's cool fer now. :D i like it. it's a change.


so, right now, i'm listening to this song and it's all piano, and it's awesome. it kinda makes my insides turn and knot up for some reason, but i can't stop listening to it. It's so magical and sweet sounding.

:] so yeah. i had a pretty good day.

i want to be everything you want.

i want to give you butterflies in yer tummy. ^_^

i want to be the cute little things a lot of people don't take into consideration...

pillowy kisses on the forehead. the cold side of a pillow. the warm sun. the green grass. the butterfly in the distance. a just bloomed flower. the credits of a movie. leaves falling off a tree. clothes, fresh out of the dryer. stars in the sky. the wind in your hair. silence.


i want to be the friction in your sheets.

epic fail.

so, uh...i have these mixed feeling things going on lately.
like, there's this person that I think I like, but I'm not sure. when they're around me, it seems like they always act different so i have no idea what to feel about the anymore. eh, whatevs. :]

well, i went to a show last night and itwas UH-mazing!! ^_^ i had tons of fun.

doooddddleee wooooddlee. :] i think i'm getting my hair cut this weekend. i'm so freaking excited. i've been wanting my hair cut for so long now. i think i might get it cut around shoulder length with like short choppy layers or whatevss. i need my bangs trimmed to anyway so, it's gonna be awesome. :]

anywho...IM me or something. tell me about you.
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